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My first experience with Sleep Paralysis // Spirit Visitation made me a Gnostic Satanist

My earliest memories from childhood involving spirit visitation and sleep paralysis. I discuss also how this experience may have planted the earliest seeds of gnosis to the reality of the demiurge and his beguiling servants.

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Building a bigger deadlift

05.01.2019. Defecit deadlift- 4 x 8 x 225lbs - bodyweight: 165 lbs


Continuing to document my process to building up my deadlift.


Additional work included heavy rows and shrugs, cable face pulls ect

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Vlog 03.19.19 - Bone Broth Protein Powder Supplement Review

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Japanese Background Painting

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Still wet in the photo. Fast and loose traditional Japanese background painting study. Painted using Speedball ink, and Victory Whale Black tattoo ink on Watercolor paper. Thank you to John Reardon of Greenpoint Tattoo for imparting the knowledge and tips on how to construct this properly.

Still wet in the photo. Fast and loose traditional Japanese background painting study. Painted using Speedball ink, and Victory Whale Black tattoo ink on Watercolor paper. Thank you to John Reardon of Greenpoint Tattoo for imparting the knowledge and tips on how to construct this properly.

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Making of Behemoth's new 'I Loved You at your Darkest' documentary

Really enjoyed in depth behind the scenes breakdown of the recording and production process of recording this new sense Behemoth record. While I still feel like I need to spend more time digesting this new output, I have been a fan of this band for over 10 years now. 

Path to Ketosis Gnosis: Day 24

Currently injesting the audiobook 'Primal Fat Burner'. The last 2 days I've eaten very little. I have taken my butter and oil bulletproof coffee in the morning, coffee with half and half throughout the day and otherwise fasted until the evening. Yesterday I consumed one cheese stick, two small packages of raw almonds, one quest bar, and a spoonful of peanut butter. Today I had one quest bar, a few raw spinach leaves and 2 hard boiled eggs. Feelings of hunger are interestingly very minimal if existing at all. 

Penumbra. (And Citadel Ritual photos.)

penumbra. Painting finished through the night.  Completed at about 5am this morning. 

penumbra. Painting finished through the night.  Completed at about 5am this morning. 

created for Operation Werewolf Citadel. Left was created in an altered ritual trance state. Right is a refund version done later on separately.   

created for Operation Werewolf Citadel. Left was created in an altered ritual trance state. Right is a refund version done later on separately.   

CRAIG WILLIAMS AND GABRIEL MCCAUGHRY : ANATHEMA PUBLISHING

A great talk between fellow Werewolf Operative, Craig Williams, and Anathema Publishing's Gabriel McCaughry. Craig is an incredibly inspirational being. He released a book titled 'Entering the Desert' a few months ago, which I enthusiastically pre-ordered and now proudly own, that was released by Anathema. Craig is a doctor who runs his own practice down in Austin, Texas where he is able to apply his incredible knowledge of Ayurvedic medicine, Vedic astrology, Yoga, Vedic science, Vedanta, Chinese Medicine, Acupuncture and clinical herbalism. Check out his site http://www.ayurvedaaustin.com/. As well as Anathema Publishing https://www.anathemapublishing.com/ which I believe is hands down one of the best contemporary publishers of occult works today, hands down.